The Feel Good Drag

It's been forever and ever since i posted or updated this blog. So much to catch up that you, Yes you! totally missed it all.

Things that happened this few months,
i)Attended Whitesnake as a volunteer
ii)ROC II is postponed
iii)Compiled some songs and burned them on cd's
iv)Sound Invasion Auditions of the finals was so so~
v)Life
vi)Lastly,My crushie. haha

i)Let's begin with Whitesnake. It's a really old band. 1980 or 70's the main vocalist is pretty old. Around late 50's or 60's and yet he is still rocking. Was there, met new awesome people, gained some experience, slept in a friend's friend house and came back on that early morning itself. The event was on a Sunday, and we were back on Monday, pretty much skipped a class and had to rush for the other.

ii)ROCII had extreme tiring practices, and suprisingly we couldn't get the venue on the date that were scheduled due to some renovation s that were being done, made it being postponed to the 3rd of Jan 2012. See you there people.

iii)Managed to compile and 95% of the best emo songs into two cd's and the first was being distributed already. It was a good-feedback, i took it as an encouragement, and now i am compiling my second. This one is SO NOT EMO.. For those who wants my first, e-mail me,comment on theis post or do whatever that could reach out to me and i'll send a copy to you. Anywhere around the world, i promise. haha. that is if you ever read this. I believe are meant to be shared and not kept alone, there are many good music out there, but it isn't being discovered yet.
"With music, people are no longer alone" -Bert(The Used)-

iv)Sound Invasion is my college's Battle Of The Bands. It was just recently, a total amount of 15 bands played. Some were good, some were off-tune and some were out of the tempo. If you were there i would say that the good ones were the ones (Sorry, forgot your band names) that did Paramore, Evanescence and Sound D'isp (played pop+jazz) stuff.

v)Life, is pretty tiring at times, or else it's super dull and boring. There is no living a average life, that's what i'll say. The most of it. there's one particular guy that i'll say pretty much changed my life. I try my best to no longer swear/curse of use profanity,because there is no use of it, it only worsen things than repair them. Moreover, it is only used to strengthen your words, or your sentence, it is no longer used to show anger/frustration but just an accessory to a sentence. Unfortunately, it is not as easy said as it is to be done. although the mouth doesn't speak of it, the mind just did. I gave a thought about it and there is no way it can be taken out from the mind, unless English becomes a total foreign language or it's been replaced by a different word. I pretty much opt the second option, but to be able to come out with a new word too is a challenge.
Believe it or not, someone who was actually awarded the kepo king on 2010 and knew almost every single gossip around him is trying his best to drop gossip. After two years, i realized it doesn't get anywhere. It is just like a tv-series but with infinity episodes and seasons. IT DOESN'T END.Even unintentionally gossips that happened are 95% due to curiosity.

Curiosity>>Questions>>Assumptions>>A whole different story

There is a project for our subject that is currently going on and we were supposed to run our own business. We were selling t-shirts(11 of us). It's so tiring, we start at 7.30a.m and end at 5.30 or 6 in the evening. The worst part of all, the same t-shirt have to be worn for 3 weeks,-washed every single day. -Except for weekends-

I am moving to Cyberjaya next year if i am offered the course i wanted.

vi) This is the last, it is where everything revolves, more or less. My CRUSHIE! Let's see how do i start off. When the new semester opened, i didn't actually see her around in campus at all for like 4 weeks, that's a month. Not including the sembreak i had. Total time i haven't seen her was 2 months. From the 5th week onwards, it was where it all begins, i then knew that after one of my class it was hers. On week 6 i actually waited for my class to end and left late just to see her. I know how despo~ i am, right?

Two days ago, (6.12.2011) she too had her business project, when she approached me selling her products, my heart was beating faster than it should be and i kept telling myself to act normal and just treat it like she's any other ordinary girl.I actually first declined buying what she was selling, and right before she left i said wait, "What's in the package you are selling" and to be honest, if it did cause 50dollars, i too would have bought it. Basically, i pretty much allowed myself to be scammed. haha. A few of my friends (from the 11) who too are running knew her. So she decided to support us of a return and buy the t-shirt we were selling. 

Yesterday,(7.12.2011) she came up to me, and said that our stall weren't open so she couldn't get it.

Today(8.12.2011) i decided to deliver the t-shirt to her personally.(Heart beat went faster) Didn't have to wait long before she showed up. I took out the t-shirt i had and then showed it too her. It wasn't her size, a little too big for her, and we actually folded back the t-shirt together, It was so so so hard to properly fold a t-shirt when the girl you have a crush on is on the other side. I seriously felt so shy

Till i get her a new size that'll take sometime. that's the next update. The funny part is we still haven't actually introduced ourself, how do i actually start a question when i already know so much about her and i have to pretend that i don't at all.

All in all, i have decided giving her a cd(the compilation of my songs) with not my name on it of course. By the way. she was there too during Sound Invasion, we were on the same row of seats.

I was so close yet so far, and i believe it's my destiny or fate on how this would go on. Yet although i am still an anonymous guy to her, i only have 6 months left, before i leave for Cyberjaya and in this 6 months of time period, it's whether i succeed or i don't.

I guess i have posted this one before, but i am re-posting it again. This is what that is exactly happening to me. The lyrics describe it all.

P.S.: I would trade anything just to see you smile. Wish me luck people. XP